#poem

im just apoem

no sub stance

noform

love aint enough

neveris

im just aface

with noname

such ashame

i aint enough

neveram

im just apoem

empty words

fiat soul

love aint enough

neverwas

im just alost thought

like awhisper

just outta ear shot

i aint enough

neverwas

#razeme

every,one'deserves
true,love
not'just,words
we'all,want'it
a,heart
to'be,lost'in
a,soul
to,drown'in

i,deserve
a'shot
not,empty'words
i,crave'it
a,fire
to'raze,me
a'love
to,satiate'me

#myselfalone

itis easier tobe a lone

illonly disappoint

iamjust ashadow hiding

in myown darkness

itis easier to disappoint

my self a lone

no one else needs to

know whatis hiding

in mydarkness

itis easier tobe

stonedandcold

sosorry to disappoint

iamjust a zero residing

in myown starkness

itis easier tobe 

disappointed inbeing

mine a lone

no one else needs to

know whatis residing

in myown starkness

#theway

 

ineedyou theway thepunch

needs theswing

iwantyou theway mylips 

want yourkiss 

imissyou theway aliar 

misses thepoint 

iloveyou theway adreamer

loves todream 

#forwhatitsworth

iwannabe
thefriction
in
you(r)jeans

orthehand upyourskirt

iknowiamadog
forwhatit,
s worth
sevenbillion
otherpeople
inthisworld
so iknow ican,
(t) bethebest
neithershouldyou

iwannabe
theshadows
in
yourdreams

orthehand upyourshirt

iwanna pawnitall
forwhat it,
s worth
count less people
pass a way
fromthisworld
icouldbe
next andso
couldyou
iwannabe
your(s)want(s)and
your(s)need(s)
tobe theman
thatstops yourhurt
iwon,
t fuckitup
forwhat it,
s worth
iwannabe
your(s)world
idunno
any thing any more
neither shouldyou

for what it

s worth

#blur

iwanna blur theline be tween yourlips 

iwanna blur theline be tween yourlips andmine 

iwanna blur theline be tween yourlips with mine 

#remains

https://youtu.be/cs8x2quUw4E

beauty fades

monuments crumble 

buildings topple 

but love

love is

love is all that remains

#reprieve

 

itis ok to rest warrior 

thelouder thechaos 

thequieter god whispers 

donot go with out 

be cause you didnot

look with in

itis ok to give your

self reprieve warrior

donot get lost in

yourown darkness

for give your self

donot believe yourown

thoughts be cause

thelouder thenoise and

themightier thevoid

thequieter god whispers

#catalyst

 

life dont care which end of the barrel

you stare down

life dont care who pulls the trigger 

i dont either

the bullet dont care that you cant

take it back

just remember that i dont care

i dont run i dont hide from or behind any gun

ill cut off your trigger finger

life dont care which end of the lie

you stare down

life dont care so

be your own catalyst become the bullet

maybe just maybe its time to care

#gaslight

i  aint  mad  at  ya

i  promise  i  aint

im  mad  at  myself  for

getting  played

shit  hits  different  when

your  heart  aint  gotta  home

kicked  myself  to  the

streets  out  in  the  cold

cuz  if  i  dunno  where

i  stand  with  you

id  rather  stand  alone

your  bright  gaslight

will  keep  me  warm

i  aint  scared

of  my  darkest  shadows

i  promise  i  aint

but  im  done  giving

myself  all  the  blame

you  see  shit  different

when  you  aint  out  on  loan

you  see  it  for  what  it  is

after  you  reel  yourself  in

and  reclaim  whats  yours

i  aint  mad  at  ya

i  aint

i  was  mad  at  myself

for  letting  myself

get  played

 

#theshadesofblack

 https://youtube.com/shorts/3vUzjFLvQM0?feature=share

i am

the shades of black

that lap over each other

like sheets of rain

on the summer pavement

i fight battles

i can never win

im sorry im

so heavy handed

but my hands are heavy

my depression is like

shadows stacked on shadows

in the shade of a hot day