#deathmask

iam

american blues

thered andwhite

andtears

in youreyes

ialways wanted

tobe agoodman

ijust never

had thechance

iam thedeath

mask of adream

iam theburning

be tween yourthighs

iam a bastard

ofno con 

sequence

ofmyown

but youdont 

need togo

outta yourway

toremindme

#storm

 as a child

i geared the lightning and the thunder 

now

i am the fucking

storm

#soidont

https://youtu.be/oryl70dqBDA 

#insertyournamehere

yourname hung a

round myneck

theway yourbreath would

as we made love

yourname hung a

round myneck

theway yourarms would

as youpulled meinfor akiss

yourname was myidentity

with theway iwould

liveforyou

iwore yourname

like aneck lace

iwore yourlove

like aneck lace

until youwere

reckless

with myname

until youwere

reckless

with mylove

#heartandsol

iloveyou

 like theheart

 loves thesoul

mylove foryou

isthelove

youwere

borntoknow

iloveyou 

like laluna

loves elsol

mylove foryou

is alove

iveneverknown

#razeme

every,one'deserves
true,love
not'just,words
we'all,want'it
a,heart
to'be,lost'in
a,soul
to,drown'in

i,deserve
a'shot
not,empty'words
i,crave'it
a,fire
to'raze,me
a'love
to,satiate'me

#forwhatitsworth

iwannabe
thefriction
in
you(r)jeans

orthehand upyourskirt

iknowiamadog
forwhatit,
s worth
sevenbillion
otherpeople
inthisworld
so iknow ican,
(t) bethebest
neithershouldyou

iwannabe
theshadows
in
yourdreams

orthehand upyourshirt

iwanna pawnitall
forwhat it,
s worth
count less people
pass a way
fromthisworld
icouldbe
next andso
couldyou
iwannabe
your(s)want(s)and
your(s)need(s)
tobe theman
thatstops yourhurt
iwon,
t fuckitup
forwhat it,
s worth
iwannabe
your(s)world
idunno
any thing any more
neither shouldyou

for what it

s worth

#remains

https://youtu.be/cs8x2quUw4E

beauty fades

monuments crumble 

buildings topple 

but love

love is

love is all that remains

#reprieve

 

itis ok to rest warrior 

thelouder thechaos 

thequieter god whispers 

donot go with out 

be cause you didnot

look with in

itis ok to give your

self reprieve warrior

donot get lost in

yourown darkness

for give your self

donot believe yourown

thoughts be cause

thelouder thenoise and

themightier thevoid

thequieter god whispers

#catalyst

 

life dont care which end of the barrel

you stare down

life dont care who pulls the trigger 

i dont either

the bullet dont care that you cant

take it back

just remember that i dont care

i dont run i dont hide from or behind any gun

ill cut off your trigger finger

life dont care which end of the lie

you stare down

life dont care so

be your own catalyst become the bullet

maybe just maybe its time to care

#gaslight

i  aint  mad  at  ya

i  promise  i  aint

im  mad  at  myself  for

getting  played

shit  hits  different  when

your  heart  aint  gotta  home

kicked  myself  to  the

streets  out  in  the  cold

cuz  if  i  dunno  where

i  stand  with  you

id  rather  stand  alone

your  bright  gaslight

will  keep  me  warm

i  aint  scared

of  my  darkest  shadows

i  promise  i  aint

but  im  done  giving

myself  all  the  blame

you  see  shit  different

when  you  aint  out  on  loan

you  see  it  for  what  it  is

after  you  reel  yourself  in

and  reclaim  whats  yours

i  aint  mad  at  ya

i  aint

i  was  mad  at  myself

for  letting  myself

get  played

 

#theshadesofblack

 https://youtube.com/shorts/3vUzjFLvQM0?feature=share

i am

the shades of black

that lap over each other

like sheets of rain

on the summer pavement

i fight battles

i can never win

im sorry im

so heavy handed

but my hands are heavy

my depression is like

shadows stacked on shadows

in the shade of a hot day

#allbleeding

 

theworld

thisworld

coldcruel

harshbrutal

every thing

is fleeting

bonecrushing

souldestroying

weare

allbleeding

theworld

thisworld

itrunson

greedcontrol

it starves

fromexcess

some times

survivalisenough

fuckfailure

fucksuccess

#sucker

life is pain

pain is life

everything's a joke

until it isn't

funny

how that works

I'm foolish

but nobodys fool

I'll always

risk it all

for love

even if it's

a sucker bet

don't ever make

me feel

regrettable

cuz if I'm that

forgettable

i don't wanna be

remembered at all

#stupidgamesstupidprizes

https://youtube.com/shorts/wDwKx2IXTgw?feature=share

fuck this construct

i dont fucking care

if you dont

know my

worth

it doesnt affect

my value

nothings gonna fuck

me up

forever

lifes no fucking game

but we all get fucking

played

fuck this construct

i dont fucking know

what i dont fucking

know

i dunno shit

about fuck

i just gotta fucking let go

of what i think

i fucking know

fuck this construct

fuck what anyone thinks

fuck what

they say

cuz what

the fuck

do they

know

nobody knows shit about

fuck

life aint no

fucking 

game but

we all

getting

fucking 

played

#somiserably

my body is

racked with pain

it radiates out

from my soul 

i never knew 

that i could feel

like less than 

nobody without

dying first

my mind is 

racked with guilt

the kind that

breaks my heart 

i never knew

i would fail

everybody around me 

anybody who ever 

trusted me

my life is

trapped in this pain 

the kind that

wont let me breathe 

i never knew

that i could fail 

everyone around me 

everybody who ever

loved me 

so miserably

#infinitum

iam yours

inevery thought

inevery word

iam yours

inevery second

inevery day

inevery life time

iam yours

infinitum

#andinreturn

https://youtube.com/shorts/gGSwy-pd7VE?feature=share

youbitch a bout 

yourshit life and 

youshit allover 

all myefforts 

all mysacrifices 

toprovide for you 

idid not just 

dodge bullets 

ijumped in 

frontofthem 

toshield you 

toprotect you 

togive you thechance 

to fight a notherday 

and inreturn 

youfuck mylove 

youfuckmylove 

andin return 

youfuck mylove 

you fuck my love

#incompletely

all isought

from you

was yourlove

andpassion

you arbitrarily

stopped caring

you arbitrarily

stopped loving

iwas fine with

being in complete

with out you

but yourcold

in difference

made it possible

tobe completely

with out me

howdeep

mydevotion was

to you willbe

frigidly mirrored

by my nothing

for you

#orsomething

memy selfand
yourcheap memory

memy selfin
dreamsofadream

ami adevil.anangel
orsome thing inthemiddle

youryour selfor youyour self
andmy selfesteem

areyou agoddess or god damned
orsome thing in be tween