life dont care which end of the barrel
you stare down
life dont care who pulls the trigger
i dont either
the bullet dont care that you cant
take it back
just remember that i dont care
i dont run i dont hide from or behind any gun
ill cut off your trigger finger
life dont care which end of the lie
you stare down
life dont care so
be your own catalyst become the bullet
maybe just maybe its time to care
i aint mad at ya
i promise i aint
im mad at myself for
getting played
shit hits different when
your heart aint gotta home
kicked myself to the
streets out in the cold
cuz if i dunno where
i stand with you
id rather stand alone
your bright gaslight
will keep me warm
i aint scared
of my darkest shadows
i promise i aint
but im done giving
myself all the blame
you see shit different
when you aint out on loan
you see it for what it is
after you reel yourself in
and reclaim whats yours
i aint mad at ya
i aint
i was mad at myself
for letting myself
get played
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i am
the shades of black
that lap over each other
like sheets of rain
on the summer pavement
i fight battles
i can never win
im sorry im
so heavy handed
but my hands are heavy
my depression is like
shadows stacked on shadows
in the shade of a hot day
theworld
thisworld
coldcruel
harshbrutal
every thing
is fleeting
bonecrushing
souldestroying
weare
allbleeding
theworld
thisworld
itrunson
greedcontrol
it starves
fromexcess
some times
survivalisenough
fuckfailure
fucksuccess
life is pain
pain is life
everything's a joke
until it isn't
funny
how that works
I'm foolish
but nobodys fool
I'll always
risk it all
for love
even if it's
a sucker bet
don't ever make
me feel
regrettable
cuz if I'm that
forgettable
i don't wanna be
remembered at all
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fuck this construct
i dont fucking care
if you dont
know my
worth
it doesnt affect
my value
nothings gonna fuck
me up
forever
lifes no fucking game
but we all get fucking
played
fuck this construct
i dont fucking know
what i dont fucking
know
i dunno shit
about fuck
i just gotta fucking let go
of what i think
i fucking know
fuck this construct
fuck what anyone thinks
fuck what
they say
cuz what
the fuck
do they
know
nobody knows shit about
fuck
life aint no
fucking
game but
we all
getting
fucking
played
racked with pain
it radiates out
from my soul
i never knew
that i could feel
like less than
nobody without
dying first
my mind is
racked with guilt
the kind that
breaks my heart
i never knew
i would fail
everybody around me
anybody who ever
trusted me
my life is
trapped in this pain
the kind that
wont let me breathe
i never knew
that i could fail
everyone around me
everybody who ever
loved me
so miserably
inevery thought
inevery word
iam yours
inevery second
inevery day
inevery life time
iam yours
infinitum
yourshit life and
youshit allover
all myefforts
all mysacrifices
toprovide for you
idid not just
dodge bullets
ijumped in
frontofthem
toshield you
toprotect you
togive you thechance
to fight a notherday
and inreturn
youfuck mylove
youfuckmylove
andin return
youfuck mylove
you fuck my love
from you
was yourlove
andpassion
you arbitrarily
stopped caring
you arbitrarily
stopped loving
iwas fine with
being in complete
with out you
but yourcold
in difference
made it possible
tobe completely
with out me
howdeep
mydevotion was
to you willbe
frigidly mirrored
by my nothing
for you
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