Monday, November 29, 2021

#allbleeding

 

theworld

thisworld

coldcruel

harshbrutal

every thing

is fleeting

bonecrushing

souldestroying

weare

allbleeding

theworld

thisworld

itrunson

greedcontrol

it starves

fromexcess

some times

survivalisenough

fuckfailure

fucksuccess

#sucker




life is pain

pain is life

everything's a joke

until it isn't

funny

how that works

I'm foolish

but nobodys fool

I'll always

risk it all

for love

even if it's

a sucker bet

don't ever make

me feel

regrettable

cuz if I'm that

forgettable

i don't wanna be

remembered at all



Saturday, November 27, 2021

#stupidgamesstupidprizes

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fuck this construct

i dont fucking care

if you dont

know my

worth

it doesnt affect

my value

nothings gonna fuck

me up

forever

lifes no fucking game

but we all get fucking

played

fuck this construct

i dont fucking know

what i dont fucking

know

i dunno shit

about fuck

i just gotta fucking let go

of what i think

i fucking know

fuck this construct

fuck what anyone thinks

fuck what

they say

cuz what

the fuck

do they

know

nobody knows shit about

fuck

life aint no

fucking 

game but

we all

getting

fucking 

played

Friday, November 26, 2021

#somiserably


my body is

racked with pain

it radiates out

from my soul 

i never knew 

that i could feel

like less than 

nobody without

dying first


my mind is 

racked with guilt

the kind that

breaks my heart 

i never knew

i would fail

everybody around me 

anybody who ever 

trusted me


my life is

trapped in this pain 

the kind that

wont let me breathe 

i never knew

that i could fail 

everyone around me 

everybody who ever

loved me 

so miserably

Thursday, November 25, 2021

Monday, November 22, 2021

#andinreturn


youbitch a bout 

yourshit life and 

youshit allover 

all myefforts 

all mysacrifices 

toprovide for you 

idid not just 

dodge bullets 

ijumped in 

frontofthem 

toshield you 

toprotect you 

togive you thechance 

to fight a notherday 

and inreturn 

youfuck mylove 

youfuckmylove 

andin return 

youfuck mylove 

you fuck my love

Sunday, November 21, 2021

#incompletely


all isought

from you

was yourlove

andpassion

you arbitrarily

stopped caring

you arbitrarily

stopped loving

iwas fine with

being in complete

with out you

but yourcold

in difference

made it possible

tobe completely

with out me

howdeep

mydevotion was

to you willbe

frigidly mirrored

by my nothing

for you

#deathmask

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